Man, coming on here after a long ass time away is kinda sad but also really nostalgic. Literally only like 3 people I follow are even posting still. And scrolling through old messages makes me wish I kept in touch with more people after I stopped using this. There was some great people.

Hands down the most depressing thing though has got to be that my bio says I’m 23 and ya boy is turning 30 this year lmao.

If you’re somebody I used to talk to on here and see this hit me up, I’d love to catch up. Or shit, add me on Instagram, same name minus the hyphens.

So, I started playing this game (or visual novel if you want to nitpick) called Eliza tonight. It’s a game that involves AI (a topic I always love) but also heavily involves mental health. And I think I found it an oddly good time, because I’ve been severely depressed lately. More than I have been in a long while. And it’s felt somewhat therapeutic, particularly one character that I really identified with. There’s also an explicitly asexual character in the game. Which isn’t something I talk about much or ever, but it was kind of the first time I felt the significance of having even a small representation like that. And it made me really happy.

People should really check it out if you don’t mind VNs.

Man, I wish I wasn’t so fucking alone.

Man, I wish I could fucking sleep for once.

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So I wasn’t sure how I was gonna feel about Stranger Things season 3. But man, I loved that shit.

Man, all drinking does lately is make me realize I’m lonely as shit. 😂